bila semangat hilang

next monday,2 paper.killer paper.berdoa semoga soalan sama seperti past year,berdoa agar tiada lecturer yg buat soalan pelik2 dan terlalu out of the box.cukup la dgn antenna yg macam ape..
semangat dah hilang,org lain da abes paper,tinggal 1 paper,paper gap jauh2.
hum,nak salahkan sapa lagi,kalau bukan diri sendiri.skrg,sgt x de mood.plg x de mood nak study utk subjek repeat.data and computer communication.banyak sangat membaca,aku bukan makhluk yg suka menghafal,aku baca dan faham.thats it.ak x reti hafal ayat yg tah ape dia carut ak x faham.masuk kelas dia mmg ak x pna faham pon.blajar dgn lecturer yg sama,mmg x berkembang ar otak aku ceritanya.
kenapa ak tulis post ni,sbb ak da give up.totally give up.

review on TOAST

i dont listen to radio..regularly.only while I drive. So, yesterday I listened to RED.FM  online. They keep saying, win some tickets to watch a movie, Toast. Then I googled it. That movie was released on 2010. and we are in what year....Of course the movie can be downloaded already.
I downloaded it yesterday, and after a very (don't know how to express my feeling) paper,which is antenna and propagation,i watched this movie.
the movie was quite good actually, but if u want to go to the cinema, its not worth it.(I think)
The movie was like...a food..there's a lot of textures, feelings when u go through it till u finished it.
I laughed, I cried .Yes, I cried ( not sure whether the effect from the exam or the story is sad though). Its a family movie, not a loves story. sick mother, not a perfect one, not a good cook, cant even clean a house. she only makes toast(ye, dia pandai buat roti bakar je). breakfast,lunch,dinner, even supper.its quite fun when u see her trying to cook for her son.

the songs, I love them all.throughout the movie,the music makes the movie beautiful.

there's some gay part.actually, its not about the gay. Its about, do u have the courage to do it. Do u have the nerve. If u have, then u can do it. so, go Google it, and download it. Its a good movie.

cuba bawak bersyukur?

istighfar banyak2.
rezeki kau,aku, dia,semuanya dah ditentukan.
ape yang kau merungut,
ape yang kau membebel,
setidak-tidaknya Dia masih igt akan kau,
pernah kau ambek sedikit masa utk igt Dia?

setidak-tidaknya,
kau tidak MATI akibat kebuluran,
kau tidak MATI kekeringan,
kau tinggal di MALAYSIA,
ada akal fikir,
jangan tolak rezeki.

judge a person by their facebook?

Do Not Judge A Book By Its Cover
same goes with Facebook.
kadang tgk timeline org ni
kemain alim lagi hah
tp, dia kawan kita,kita tahu buruk baik dia.
hipokrit ke?
entahlah.
mungkin kau nak igtkan diri sendiri dan rakan2 lain.

bukan aku sorang yg berkata-kata psl org yg bermuka-muka ni.
I bet ramai yg x puas hati,tp masing2 x nak aibkan org tu.
aku kenal kau,kamu,anda..
ape yg ditaip di fb anda, make sure, u r better than that.

aku x kata aku baik.
ak sedar ak kt mana.
kalau ak boleh jd baik,ak cube.
tp ak bkn hipokrit tahap dewa
mungkin ad kdg2 hipokrit dlm diri,
tp,ak x beritahu satu dunia yang ak sedang menipu dan berbangga dgn penipuan aku.
sekian.

untunglah

kawan2 post, yeay dpt 4 flat!alhamdulillah.syukur,semoga sem depan dpt naik pentas lagi.DEAN LIST.
bkn jeles.
tapi
untunglah kau,dpt merasa DEKAN.
untunglah kau tiap kali dpt result exam g celebrate,buat party bagai.
untunglah kau blajar senang hati.
untunglah kau mmg pandai pun.
kalau aku masuk sana mest aku pun senang hati macam korang,kan?
xpelah, ikut FLOW je la.
ade kerje,kerje lah.
kalau x de, kerje jelah ape yg ade.
PASRAH.aku x pandai mcm korg yg tiap sem dpt DEAN LIST.
haha.
jika kamu faham maksud tersirat,baguslah. =D

boleh gila begini.

fuh...
aku bukan manusia yg boleh bekerja under pressure.
pressure of time.
time constraint
boleh gila weyh.
kalau benda ni saja x pa.
student life,biasa la,
ada test,assignment,presentation,
semua pon minggu depan.
yg plg buat aku 'gila'
report thesis.
fuh
semput den!
 

make it end,now

stressful semester
stressful day,eventhough its only 12.40 in the afternoon
thinking should quit study,only 1 months left.but im suffering mentally in here.




im done with this world